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Revelation 21:4

“He will wipe every tear from their eyes.  There will be no more death or mournings or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”

I was reminded yesterday, while texting back and forth with my daughter, that some of my old hurts have finally (long overdue) passed away.  I started really pondering on that subject and came to a realization.  Why is it that it’s easier for us to dwell on the bad in situations, and people,  rather than in remembering those good memories we had.   Wouldn’t it be better for us to

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Forgiveness

Forgiveness is a funny thing.   It’s actual meaning is just about the total opposite of what we, as humans, think it is.  Merriam Webster defines forgiveness as: 1) to give up resentment of or claim to requital, 2)  to grant relief from payment of, or 3) to cease to feel resentment against (an offender). Basically saying to “let go.”  Our definition of the word, and in our minds, we think it means to “forcibly forget” or just say it’s “okay” when someone has either wronged or hurt you.   We think it means to sweep the anger, the hurt, and the disrespect under the rug to allow that person or person to do it again at will.  That mentality couldn’t be further from the truth of what forgiveness actually means.

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God Bless The Greatest Country Ever

I know I shouldn’t have but I did.  I turned on the news, like I said I wouldn’t, and am  taken aback from the chaos and turmoil.  I am watching as Snoop Dogg, or however you spell it, has made a video where he is pretending to point a gun at a clown that is supposed to represent President Trump.  If that’s not enough Lil’ Bow Wow has went on a Twitter Tirade about “pimping out” the First Lady.  And if THAT’S NOT ENOUGH we’ve had Madonna threaten to blow up the White House and just this past week

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Don’t Make God

     There are times that we come across quotes, that really hit us right in the gut, and remind us of lessons we sometimes just don’t fully get until we get them.  I stumbled upon one of those this morning that I would like to share.  While watching Pastor Steven Furtick, this morning, he was talking about living your life in a way that it not only honors God but also to show His love to others.  Steven said, “Don’t make God take something away from you before you appreciate your life.”  How much truth is there in that?  I heard that and immediately thought of myself and how I take EVERYTHING and EVERYONE in my life for granted so much of the time.  I don’t mean to, as none of us do, but we get busy with the day to day life

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never give up on your bucket list

Never Give Up on Your Bucket List

I had always imagined,  before I left this life and crossed the Chile River, that  I would write and publish a book.  I didn’t know exactly what the book would be about but I knew I would dedicate it to my two children, Lance and Kirsten, and I knew that I would give God all the glory when it finally happened.   It finally happened during the summer of 2006 when I compiled a collection of my personal poetry along with the many nature photos I had taken over the years.

This had always been a dream of mine to do and the urgency of getting it done came with the death of my biological father.  There’s something about someone dying that reminds you that time is a gift and we only get so much of it here in this life to accomplish what we want.

I’ve got many bucket list items but sharing my poetry in a book for the whole world to enjoy was one that was in the top ten most important.  You see, I’ve always written poetry.   I have a cedar chest full of old poems from my childhood and high school days about old boyfriends and broken hearts.  Isn’t that what most poems are about…love?

Love is what touches the heart so deeply that it inspires us to do such crazy things.  Love is also the driving force that makes us do what is necessary for a tough situation.  However, the book I finally wrote wasn’t about love gone wrong or breakups with old beaus but it is about love… the love of nature, love of treasured memories, and love of life.   God blessed me with not only the love of writing but also the heart to see the beauty in my surroundings and in every living thing that he has abundantly bestowed upon me.   Life is about sharing our gifts with others and I would like to share a poem from my book, “Zinnias in the Summer, A Collection of Poetry, Photography & Favorite Quotes”,  with all of you.  🙂

“The Path Ahead” (Ode to Scout)

The blustery chill of a gusty March wind;

An amber horizon blanketed beneath the splendor of the setting sun;

A grassy, narrow path that has no beginning or end;

I have taken this walk countless times before.

Alone…collecting my thoughts and gathering peace of mind

Within the stillness of all Mother Nature has to give of herself.

The path is worn down with frustrations, desires, and dreams.

It knows me.

It knows who I want to become.

It has seen inside my soul.

Yet,

Today,

It’s as if I am walking down it for the first time,

Seeing it through cinnamon-colored eyes.

With perked ears, tail wagging, and a wet nose she strategically steps,

Purposely crunching each and every dried leaf that comes within her reach.

Her innocence is refreshing.

She lifts her muzzle upward to the sky

Taking in the crisp breeze that I have so often taken for granted.

The lapping, white-capped waves that beat along the rocky bluffs

Frighten her as if she were a child alone in the dark.

Sounds of twigs snapping from squirrels gathering acorns and heavy footsteps

Of deer bedding down quickly turn her attention

From chasing the piece of paper that has blown into this place of serenity.

She frolics about without cares or worries.

She sees her world with curious eyes

Never letting one smell, one sound, or one sight get past her.

She’s in tune with the miracles God has bestowed upon her, upon all of us.

For her, this path is more than a mere walk.

It has become an adventure.

Through her eyes I see, that for me

It is more than a beaten path of companionship.

It’s a road of self-discovery; learning how to embrace life

And truly live in each moment.

God’s love is everywhere if we only take the time to stop…breathe…and notice Him.

xoxoxo

Kelly